#45 - Mid Summer Day

Hello people people,

It is Saturday around noon and I’m sitting in my kitchen writing this. I have plenty thoughts going through my head at almost all times. I wonder if that is something all humans experience. I want the world to know that I am trying my best to love and be a good human.

I’m going into work today at 2 o’clock. I enjoy bar tending because of the opportunity to meet new people that I’ve never met before every time I go into work.

Tomorrow is Father’s Day and family is coming to my parents house for some lunch then I will be heading into work for 4 so it should be a good day.

I received some CBD in the mail yesterday and I am excited to use it. The brand name is ThoughtCloud and I have been using their products for a few months now. I do believe there are benefits to using CBD.

I am a little sad with how fast time is moving. This time last year, I was in Colorado working at a summer camp and chilling in the mountains with cool people.

I do struggle with a fear of missing out and I think it stems from not being able to let go of what is and accepting where I am in life while also loving and wanting whats best for the people in my life.

I also struggle in relationships with women and that is a whole post for another day. I hope you all take care and I love you all.

Ben