#65 - Beauty in the Struggle

What is up you beautiful people! I hope everyone is doing well. I believe I am. Some things going on in my life are work, taking care of dogs, and trying to keep up with friends. As we all know, basic life shit. I have some ideas for my future and things I want to accomplish. A goal of mine within the next ten years is to travel all across the planet, maybe live in some huts somewhere. At 27, I would had hoped to travel more, but what good does it to look at things I hadn’t done yet.

Life goes on and does anyone know why we are here? What is the meaning of life? Is it to be successful? To love other people? Have faith there is something more? I think life is absolutely insane, more so the idea of even existing.

We are civilized to death, at least where I live. I wonder if we are robbing ourselves of life by being too comfortable. I, myself, believe my life is way to comfortable and so I am seeking ways to become more uncomfortable. And I don’t mean stupid shit like working out more or getting in cold water. I mean putting myself in different environments and testing my will to live. Now, what does that entail? Fuck if I know, but I’ll try and find out.

Anyway, I love everyone. I have built a community of friends/family here in Houston and I am forever grateful to have met everyone I know. Also, something crazy I’m noticing about my life is becoming friends with a decent amount females. I’m not sure if that is me working in the service industry, which is about a 50/50 male to female ratio or a reason I cannot explain, but I enjoy it.

And I’ll tell you what, I’m not sleeping with any of them. I guess there is beauty in the struggle.