#51 - Grey Area

Happy 5th of July People,

I hope you all had a wonderful 4th. Mine was filled with beautiful people and fun games. One of those games was SpikeBall, and let me tell you, that was some of the most fun I’ve had in a long while.

Something I realized after finishing was how much more I need to play in life. I confine myself to no fun by telling myself I’m not being productive or I don’t deserve it etc, but wow, even simply one game lit a fire in my heart, and to top it all off, it was a team sport which is even better.

Playing SpikeBall really brought out my inner self that I thought I had lost. What a beautiful thing when you realize that fire has been there all along and all we need to do is play SpikeBall and all of our problems could be lightened.

I’m about to head into work for the evening. I’ll probably keep this one short but I just want to let you all know I love you and I do love being alive. I still go through the same struggles as you reading this. Words are a lot easier said than done but I still love using words and I still love doing things too.

Our world is so fast now a days, I’m not sure how we keep up. All of our conversations and responses are immediate and pre-programmed that I wonder if we are even feeling. I’m not sure what the formula is for how much we should feel and how much we should just cooperate in society. Life is complex and I believe we are programmed on a black and white basis, literally, but I think the world is 99% grey area.

Thank you for reading. I love you all. Peace.