#16 - Going for a Drive

I hope everyone is feeling good. I’m writing this at about 10pm. I had a few hours today where I was feeling a little low. I went for a drive to clear my head for about 2 hours and I’m just getting home. I feel a lot better. I believe it’s important to spend time alone.

My buddy gave me some advice about helping others. I realized I had 5 dollars in my wallet and an unopened water bottle in my bag.

I drove into New Orleans close to one of my buddies house just to enjoy the vibe. I realized there was a homeless man at the corner by a red light.

I grabbed the 5 dollars out of my wallet and the bottle from my bag and proceeded to get them ready to give to the man.

I pulled up and handed to the man as he was turned away. He turned around and I had the items in my hand and asked him if he wanted them. He said, “God Bless you man I love you.”

As I drove off and a little now as I’m writing this, I started to cry and realized how fortunate we are to be who we are. I was really upset with myself for the things I take for granted but came to acceptance of myself for who I am and what I’ve been through. I felt an overwhelming sense that everything was going to be okay. I still feel that way and I think even as men sometimes we need to find time to ourselves and if we need to cry then we need to cry.

I was truly flustered most of the day but now I am feeling a lot better. Thank you all for reading.

Love

Ben